We as people seek things that are not for us. We give our self reason to go after things that was only meant to last just a season. We all want happiness and peace and we all feel like we will never get it. The real answer to that is, we will never have an answer to that. I wish I could give an answer to why we all have to go through the same thing and the pain to only learn the same thing we learned before. As I sit and write this I am crying wonder why am i so lost. Hoping that lonely words is just a moment that will pass. How long will I wait for that happiness in time. Truth be told i will just have to keep waiting on that to happen.