Living a lie

Its been a while since i have been on here, but i feel like its time to write again.



Have you ever been felt like everything you believe in was a lie as if you have been living it for to long and it was time to close that chapter. has he every made you feel like you were the one that one that made him change and feel brand new all over again. But instead you were feeling abused and used. You felt like you where walked all over and left to sit and die. To him he gave you everything, everything that you needed. To you he gave you nothing but hell and guilt. The question is when will you stop and look at whats really not good for you. You come first over everything cause your just that damn beautiful inside and out.



So live smart and for you
Ardrica

A - amazing

R - ridiculous

D - dope

R - rider

I - intelligent 

C  - creative

A - artist

B-day night

Oh it went so well that night. I will post more pics later.

Anew Mi

I first realized that I was changing was when I noticed the things around me didn't seem to satisfy me anymore. So I became anew mi. I started changing my friends not caring who said i was a little boyish for being the way I am. I realized that i was learning to love me for who I am and how GOD made. I will no longer let time pass me by saying I wish I coulda did this and did that. I will live out my life the way I see fit to. Not allowing anyone and anything to stand in my way. This is my time to shine like the light that stands so bright. So yes to me Ardrica live your moments and not for lies. You are and I am Anew







Loveless Dreams,
Ardrica

Superb

A powerful being full of joy, love, tears, pain, and not to much pride.
Someone that i want to be heard.
Someone that i live to be.
Not to superficial but just right.
Harmless to others.
And never wanting to take that fight.
She turns her head when ignorance take flight.
Hold the key to the future.
Takes a chance at life when given none.
Fights to stand her own ground.
Believes that every dog has there day to shine.
Fears no one but God.
Loves to face her pain.
Cries when things of this world is all so wrong.
She is ME....



Superb,
Ardrica

Danny Marin

Brazil

The place filled with beauty.