Wednesday, November 4, 2009

A - amazing

R - ridiculous
D - dope
R - rider
I - intelligent 
C  - creative
A - artist

Saturday, October 24, 2009

B-day night

Oh it went so well that night. I will post more pics later.


Monday, October 12, 2009

Anew Mi

I first realized that I was changing was when I noticed the things around me didn't seem to satisfy me anymore. So I became anew mi. I started changing my friends not caring who said i was a little boyish for being the way I am. I realized that i was learning to love me for who I am and how GOD made. I will no longer let time pass me by saying I wish I coulda did this and did that. I will live out my life the way I see fit to. Not allowing anyone and anything to stand in my way. This is my time to shine like the light that stands so bright. So yes to me Ardrica live your moments and not for lies. You are and I am Anew

Loveless Dreams,

Friday, September 25, 2009


A powerful being full of joy, love, tears, pain, and not to much pride.
Someone that i want to be heard.
Someone that i live to be.
Not to superficial but just right.
Harmless to others.
And never wanting to take that fight.
She turns her head when ignorance take flight.
Hold the key to the future.
Takes a chance at life when given none.
Fights to stand her own ground.
Believes that every dog has there day to shine.
Fears no one but God.
Loves to face her pain.
Cries when things of this world is all so wrong.
She is ME....


Saturday, September 19, 2009

Danny Marin

Friday, September 18, 2009


The place filled with beauty.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Walk OF Fame

Down this road I walk to somewhere I have never been.
I closely listen to the voices cheering of sin
I never wanted to become this person so closed minded.
So here i stand to take this walk of fame.

Walking so slow
Scared of what lies ahead on this path.
Here I stand to become this women
A Girl once filled with fear
Now I am brand new

We once said that I will never be here
But here I am a women reborn
No shame lies here for me to tell
Wanting more I stay focused
So here I am
On this way to the walk of fame


Thursday, September 10, 2009


Fears the things that hold us back.
The things that make us stop and think twice.
The things that over power our mind.
The fear that never seize to go away.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Made By Glass

Picture yourself made of something so clear so pure made from earth and yet so see through. The abilityfor people to see right through you. To see what you are thinking to hear what want. Imagine yourself as a glass. Sand that hits your so easily broken skin. Would I like to be made of GLASS

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Narrow mind

This is what i see walking down with in a narrow mind.

lomo fisheye (Kenting) Pictures, Images and Photos

You can only see whats in front of you.

Inside My little Girl

This is what I see inside my little girl...... All my cares in this horrible world

Wednesday, August 26, 2009


So In love i can't even begin to say. Don't you love the feeling when you first start to notice that you have fallen for someone. Man I love that feeling of feeling free. Wanting more of him, wanting to feel his touch of of his strong hands. Cant wait till he kisses my soft lips and tells me how much he misses my love. I have fallen so deep in love with is smile that whenever I am mad all he has to do is smile to get me started.

Have you Fallen yet?

When money goes

So in love with this song.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Lonely words

We as people seek things that are not for us. We give our self reason to go after things that was only meant to last just a season. We all want happiness and peace and we all feel like we will never get it. The real answer to that is, we will never have an answer to that. I wish I could give an answer to why we all have to go through the same thing and the pain to only learn the same thing we learned before. As I sit and write this I am crying wonder why am i so lost. Hoping that lonely words is just a moment that will pass. How long will I wait for that happiness in time. Truth be told i will just have to keep waiting on that to happen.

Thursday, August 13, 2009


The flawless dreams of tales we live. Dream high and staying fly.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Plan A

We have that plan A. Well i finally developed mine

I want the cream and the pie to get there is to multiply
I want the house on the hill
This is just to give you the feel

But to get there you need the plan
My plan is to never look back
To always stay focused
To have my head in the game
To be humble
To challenge myself
Give it my all
Where there is a will there is a way
Never stop loving
and most of all forgive those who hate me

Sunday, August 9, 2009


I dream of me soaring the limitless skies
Reaching the limit that has never been reached before
Gazing at them while they drift away
Wishing that i can touch them again
Hoping for that moment to breath it again

Dreams are what we believe
They are simply a thought that we can't get out of our heads. I never dreamed of fancy cars, or fancy homes.
My dreams are about me. They are straight to the point
There is no house on hills for me
Its just the dreams that I see
The moments that are relived for another moment
Visions that God has giving me
I guess thats why i call my dreams

Loveless Dreams

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Sweetiest Dreams

There is one man that stays in my dreams and he will always stay on my mind. To him I will never stop loving my dreams

Wednesday, August 5, 2009


I am more then a walk in a park, more then a dream of hope and a life of lies. I am like a bug on a wall waiting on the moment to watch me crawl. My mind is not tarnished by the flashy cars, the homes on the hills and those wheels that we seek to feel, but i am lustful, hungry, yearning, for that moment that i will become more powerful.....

Loveless Dreams,

Tuesday, August 4, 2009


They say I possess a certain ( It ) factor about me. I like to think of it as just charm. The ability to wow those who dont believe you have it in you and those who think you will pass just like the rest of them. Charm to me is that one thing that gets you further then your beauty.

Definitions of 'charm'

1. (noun) appeal, appealingness, charm attractiveness that interests or pleases or stimulates

My charm is just being me.

Friday, July 31, 2009

Emanuela De Paula

Its so refreshing to see a new face emerge on the victoria scene. So in love with her beauty..


I have never been the kind of women that believes that its ok to get to forget where you came from or the way you were before.I love to live my life as a person that will only change when change is needed. I will not be the person that forgets who they are. I will not be that person who changes to make someone else happy. My mom always said we as women forget to be that women that you where when you first met him. You become to comfortable an think that its ok. Well i dont know. Maybe thats a whole different subject. Like I say content is like a disease to me...

Thursday, July 30, 2009


Today I awake to live the moments that I never lived before. I want to start today off different from the rest. So today I have to make my best move ever. Therefore I am awake....

Wednesday, July 29, 2009


Damn i said I would not write about fashion in this blog. But I have to say after seeing this chicks twitter page and seeing that she is a designer. I am in love with her style. So fly....

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Life without Love

What if that was happening here? All people seem to care about is money, clothes, and among other lifeless things that this world possess. I am at awwwwwwwww. Thats why i always tell my family if I was ever to become very weathly I would go help others in need of life.

What if your Life was without Love?


I guess it is almost that time to let go of my pass and move toward the future. Over the years I have experienced so much. Learning from my mistakes and much more. Tell me why a reason and a season are so hard to tell the differences between. Its so hard to let go things that are only ment to teach you a life lesson. You try to keep those in your life for a while and you wonder why things dont last or they begin to decay after a while. I think time has thought me that lesson and I will now try to move from the pass that I dwell on and to the future that I live upon.


Feeling Good

This is the song i play in my car, home, moms house, peeps car. I'm so in love with this joint. Come on lets feel it...

Monday, July 27, 2009


Loveless the words I utter as i think of how you made me feel this way. I stare in deep thoughts of how I will ever get you out of me. I am scared of love now. Trying to figure out how did i get this way. I guess its love. Damn you got me doing things i am not use to doing. I forgot that you just hurt me. Left me feeling unloved. Therefore I am now the loveless one. To bitter from the cold heart. He stoned me. Now I am left feeling Loveless .So now I will feel no pain from when he hurts me....


Sunday, July 26, 2009

Lust For Love

I find love in some of the strangest places. Like in music, poems, and in movies. Most importantly i find love in myself. I live to breath the love that I receive. Sometimes i find myself searching for it, yearning for it and giving for it. I want to give love to those that never had a chance to taste love. Sometimes I ask myself how far will i go for it. That is something i will never know. I love to think of love as a timeless thing. Because love has no time or and you will never know when it will end. So for that i will always have a lust for love.....

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Living Life

Like i always say i lived the life of many, dreamed the dreams of plenty. I theses last years i wanted more., more then i will ever know. There are some many people who want the fame, the fortune. Me i just want more. I want more then the skies can show me, more then the money can buy me. Man i just want more. So thats why i just write to tell you that i am living life of many. No dreams yet some dreams just to be more.....

Monday, July 20, 2009


I would like to take the time out and introduce my self properly to those who dont know me. I am not an inspiring model by day but by night i am a dreamer. I love to write and let others take a glimpse into my world. I am blogging because it is a great way to allow others to see who you really are deep down. I will not be writing about fashion much , but writing about life, dreams, hopes, doubts, fears and etc.... If you are reading this i would like to personally think you for taking the time out to read this

Live, Love, Learn