Friday, July 31, 2009

Emanuela De Paula







Its so refreshing to see a new face emerge on the victoria scene. So in love with her beauty..

Content

I have never been the kind of women that believes that its ok to get to forget where you came from or the way you were before.I love to live my life as a person that will only change when change is needed. I will not be the person that forgets who they are. I will not be that person who changes to make someone else happy. My mom always said we as women forget to be that women that you where when you first met him. You become to comfortable an think that its ok. Well i dont know. Maybe thats a whole different subject. Like I say content is like a disease to me...

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Awake






Today I awake to live the moments that I never lived before. I want to start today off different from the rest. So today I have to make my best move ever. Therefore I am awake....

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

MELODYEHSANI


Damn i said I would not write about fashion in this blog. But I have to say after seeing this chicks twitter page and seeing that she is a designer. I am in love with her style. So fly....

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Life without Love





What if that was happening here? All people seem to care about is money, clothes, and among other lifeless things that this world possess. I am at awwwwwwwww. Thats why i always tell my family if I was ever to become very weathly I would go help others in need of life.




What if your Life was without Love?

Time



I guess it is almost that time to let go of my pass and move toward the future. Over the years I have experienced so much. Learning from my mistakes and much more. Tell me why a reason and a season are so hard to tell the differences between. Its so hard to let go things that are only ment to teach you a life lesson. You try to keep those in your life for a while and you wonder why things dont last or they begin to decay after a while. I think time has thought me that lesson and I will now try to move from the pass that I dwell on and to the future that I live upon.







Time

Feeling Good

This is the song i play in my car, home, moms house, peeps car. I'm so in love with this joint. Come on lets feel it...


Monday, July 27, 2009

Loveless


Loveless the words I utter as i think of how you made me feel this way. I stare in deep thoughts of how I will ever get you out of me. I am scared of love now. Trying to figure out how did i get this way. I guess its love. Damn you got me doing things i am not use to doing. I forgot that you just hurt me. Left me feeling unloved. Therefore I am now the loveless one. To bitter from the cold heart. He stoned me. Now I am left feeling Loveless .So now I will feel no pain from when he hurts me....







Loveless

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Lust For Love


I find love in some of the strangest places. Like in music, poems, and in movies. Most importantly i find love in myself. I live to breath the love that I receive. Sometimes i find myself searching for it, yearning for it and giving for it. I want to give love to those that never had a chance to taste love. Sometimes I ask myself how far will i go for it. That is something i will never know. I love to think of love as a timeless thing. Because love has no time or and you will never know when it will end. So for that i will always have a lust for love.....

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Living Life

Like i always say i lived the life of many, dreamed the dreams of plenty. I theses last years i wanted more., more then i will ever know. There are some many people who want the fame, the fortune. Me i just want more. I want more then the skies can show me, more then the money can buy me. Man i just want more. So thats why i just write to tell you that i am living life of many. No dreams yet some dreams just to be more.....

Monday, July 20, 2009

Welcome

I would like to take the time out and introduce my self properly to those who dont know me. I am not an inspiring model by day but by night i am a dreamer. I love to write and let others take a glimpse into my world. I am blogging because it is a great way to allow others to see who you really are deep down. I will not be writing about fashion much , but writing about life, dreams, hopes, doubts, fears and etc.... If you are reading this i would like to personally think you for taking the time out to read this





Live, Love, Learn
ArdricaShanal

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